Somethig I Fear

I fear something rite now. May be because the things are happening against me. Hmmm. What can I do...Only thing I am trying to do is keeping me busy always so that I can forget that fear. I need to come back with that old spirit. May be some thing new in my life can do it. Otherwise I will do it. Not a big deal.

So Sick of Love Songs

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked March 17
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
Why can't I turn off the radio

My Experiments with Torque

Torque Technology Solutions is the first and only Technology Incubated Company in Kerala. I am proud to be a part of it. We have a tremendous leadership from our CEO Mr. Sanjay V, who is still doing his graduation in CET, and our CTO Mr. Kenney Jacob ,the Bank of new Ideas.

I came here in 2007 January. I joined Torque as a trainee and everyone here were friends for me. On the first day itself Sanil (Team Lead- Mobile Apps.) . He found his new prey in Me....Told me to work in J2ME....I still remember that text message from him on that evening , "Need to do some J2ME projects. Brush up J2ME ...ok". This was the complete text. I wondered .He was talking like I did some projects in J2ME. I dint even know how to write a single code in J2ME.

I went back home for more than one week for some personal reasons. And when I came back...Sanil took me to their office in Technopark and there was only some tables and two project trainees. I found my seat on the back side corner. I had a laptop with me which I took from my girl friend. I started browsing for some works and tutorials in J2ME.

By the time Sanil has given me a project. For me it was challenging. I tried to get the desired output for it.. Worked with that more than a couple of weeks. And finally I changed the expected output to the actual output. and paused that work

And I continued my research in J2ME...and days gone and was boring routine. And the CTO has found some interesting work for me. and Finally it took more than 3 weeks to complete that. I did it. Finally due to that work, i was recognized by everyone here.

Then I got some good works from the management team and I completed those. And started considering me as someone among them and finally started paying me. And I felt like jumping into more responsibilities and I started enjoying the work.

But I never felt that I am working. Just doing something which gives me satisfaction and something to live. May be because the Technical guys here are my friends. But I don't think so.cos the new people joined here also has the same opinion.

Anyways I hope I have some good future in this Company.

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